when in doubt

when in doubt..punch someone in the FACE!!! haha. um. you know this world never seems to amaze me. how hard is it to be straight forward with someone? I try to be 95 % straight forward with whoever I am talking to. or I just flat out ignore them, because I really don't feel like really should bother whatso ever with them, or their lives. for instants. when someone does something to maybe get sympthy..they PROBABLY wont get it from me.

I am talking about a few people. It's rather another and VERY hard to bite my tounge and say... "you know, suppose to be the role modle here and your doing a shit hole job of doing it..."

each and every person deserves to have their OWN lives..until, they break that (in my opinion) general rule of thumb of doing anything stupid...once their lives start affecting others, then something needs to be done.

Is life that hard that people have to cause trouble for them selves or cause drama of any kind?

After learning that I had misscarried I figured my life was over and there was nothing that was going to happen to make me happy. Well, I have to live with the fact that there was nothing I could do to stop it from happening, and I need to move on. Not saying that I should not grief and/or not be upset about it...But there is only so much I should do. Again, not that greiving should be set to a limit, because everyone greives differently. It just sucks and ALWAYS will suck to think that our baby died only after 5 weeks of being in my belly. Not cool. NOT COOL AT ALL. But, I have to look on the other side of things. Better to have it happen when it did then to have it happen when I was about ready to deliver, or many other things. It could have been 10 times worse.

So yes. I am done. Just my rambling thoughts for TODAY!